I am strongly against giving up something you believe in or want in your life. But there comes a time in everybody's life where they honestly can't go any further with something. I understand that giving up is easy; a lot easier than not giving up. For me, I usually never give up on anything or anyone because that's just the way I am. I am not a quitter and I stand strong. But what else can I do if I am chasing after something that is basically dead.
For the past three months I've been in a pretty crazy relationship with this guy. I should have seen the warning signs when I first started dating him. This relationship consisted of being stood up, being lied to, and straight up confusion. I've shown him that I would be there for him no matter what and that I am always here. I've also shown him love, support, and loyalty. But from him there was nothing mutual.
I've tried so hard to make things work out, but nothing has gotten any better. I have such strong feelings for him and I don't want it to end. He claims he doesn't want it to end either, but he shows no emotion towards me. He has been promising it would get better everytime, but it clearly hasn't. I don't understand it at all, but that's just the way it is.
I have come to the point of this relationship where I have nothing else to do besides give up. I gave him my all and got nothing in return. It kills me inside giving up on someone, but I have to do it. I can't be miserable anymore and go through living like this; all he does is bring me down and I can't do it.
I'm going to try to be strong about it, but I know all I am going to do is fall. But it's alright. I need to move on, it's only a part of life. It's hard and it hurts a hella lot, but I will get through it, just like everyone else does.
For the past three months I've been in a pretty crazy relationship with this guy. I should have seen the warning signs when I first started dating him. This relationship consisted of being stood up, being lied to, and straight up confusion. I've shown him that I would be there for him no matter what and that I am always here. I've also shown him love, support, and loyalty. But from him there was nothing mutual.
I've tried so hard to make things work out, but nothing has gotten any better. I have such strong feelings for him and I don't want it to end. He claims he doesn't want it to end either, but he shows no emotion towards me. He has been promising it would get better everytime, but it clearly hasn't. I don't understand it at all, but that's just the way it is.
I have come to the point of this relationship where I have nothing else to do besides give up. I gave him my all and got nothing in return. It kills me inside giving up on someone, but I have to do it. I can't be miserable anymore and go through living like this; all he does is bring me down and I can't do it.
I'm going to try to be strong about it, but I know all I am going to do is fall. But it's alright. I need to move on, it's only a part of life. It's hard and it hurts a hella lot, but I will get through it, just like everyone else does.
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